Ya Allah , Thank You So Much

It's time to bid farewell
To these lovely days here that I can't mention well;
Yes it was those wonderful years
Which I will cherish for reasons none can understand in years.
Yes, this place is to me like mount cave Hira
Where loneliness descended like an era!
And the revelation came to me when least expecting!
I was surrounded by stagnant feelings
Like our beloved prophet (pubh) surrounded by non believers!
It was here I was forced by the command IQRA ,to read as if like believers
By my own inner voice mixed with emotions!
Being a sensitive soul I shivered with fear and tears,
Ran here and there feeling the weight and fall of the mount of sins over my head!
with great difficulty i tried to understand
Quran with its meaning and my wonderful dheen!
All was made easy by His mercy alone!!!

These natural beauties
Taught me the love I forgot to my Lord!
These snows and gentle breeze
Connected me back to my Creator!
The less friends circle added my taqwa,
The less socialization and parties was indeed a realization
It taught me to shed competitions in trivial things,
The less halal shops made me realize
How surrounded and inter twined we are with harams!
The less masjids taught me
How much we ignored Allah's houses when we were surrounded by many!
The less availability of modest dress
taught me the value of hijab!
The less favorite food items
taught us the plenty of things we were misusing!
The frequent travels from countries to countries in air water and land
taught me .....

How Beautiful is Allah,
How Merciful is HE
How Magnificent is HE
How Majestic is HE!
How Loving is HE!
How can I call this land haraam
When it made my soul,body and feelings halaal?
How can I curse this land
When it compelled me to renew my Shahaadah ?
How can I say I hate loneliness
When that alone made me nearer to You my Rab?

From this distant land You invited me to Your House
In that desert area, the holy city Mecca ,
Where I was honored as Your guest!
Even though I was physically near to that blessed spot earlier!
It was from this distant land You put the urge in me to perform
The mini pilgrimage with the reward of the hajj
As Ramadhan was that month!
It was from this distant land You called me to be
Near our Rasool's grave and sent salaams to him(pbuh) and his companions!

Ya Allah, I know all these where your plans !
Plans to mould me, to teach me, to increase in me the sabr, taqwa....!
Now You are beckoning me more close to Your blessed spots;
Taking me from natural beauty to spiritual beauty,
Like a more purified soul!
I wish You love me and guide me like this
By forgiving my sins and shortcomings ya Allah!
I have more to scribble,
But indeed my hand and pen is so weak to carry
The weight of gratitude I have in my heart !!!
But I know You know all those what is said and unsaid!
And I'm in peace as You alone is my best friend and Master!
This is no more a boasting
But a true bidding farewell with full of tears and hope
With full gratitude and sincerity towards my Lord
Who blessed me with all things in my life....
Which I m compelled to scribble
Not like a poetry not like a prose
But like my mixed emotions ....
Let it flow without the boundaries of a genre !

Love Each Other

Love marriage won't
Bring love and peace into your life!
Arranged marriage won't
Bring it either!
Love cum arranged too won't
But love for Allah
Will indeed bring that!
Hence love each other
Only for the sake of the Allah!

After all what we need!!!


We are not leaves
But we are wives!
What we need is care
And not often your scare!
What we need is love
As what we give you is our life!
What we need is understanding
As often we are with you standing !
What we need is respect
As our immense love only make us suspect!
You became our heart
To which we also pumb our hurt!
You became our lung
When we breathed our teenage songs!
Love us only for His sa
And please don't try to bake!
As we are fragile
But definitely not flexile!
Indeed we love you
And pray for you
As we think of you
Than you think of you!
And indeed we are wives
But now a days like wifi
Where ever you go....
Keeping aside all our ego
Our prayers will follow you
No matter however you treat us
We are forever yours !!!!
"Relationships are like birds, if you hold tightly they DIE
If you hold Loosely, they FLY But if you hold with care,
They remain with you for ever.!!!!!"

Cage Bird Singing

The bird in the cage:
Have no rage;
As she is in no range,
Having only one footage-
That She is going out of age!

Loneliness is her day and night;
With restlessness ,is her fight
Warding off emotions is her plight!
Though her dreams got shuddered in thunder and light
Still she loves that clouds during her flight!

As she sings that old song
Of seven years,with her mate
Without any change and no one along
And it is her beautiful fate,
Because still she long -
For the feel of their first love date!

With gratitude she spreads her wing
Infront of her Lord,when alight,
It makes her emotions swing
In His mercy alright and delight!

I love You

Ya Allah
I love You
for the sake of You alone

Ya Allah
I love my family
For the sake of You alone

Ya Allah
I disobey them sometimes
For the sake of You alone

Ya Allah
I am loved for Your sake
Sometimes deprived
For Your sake
And I am withered
Often for your sake

But still
Ya Allah
I love to be in love with You alone
Out of Your mercy
I stay calm
Amidst the trials and tribulations!

O Bilaad Al-Shaam

O Bilaad Al-Shaam
My heart bleeds
My eyes shed tears
As you are in our hearts
Which indeed hurts...
I seek His mercy on you!
O my Brothers and Sisters
You are my family
Like one body
I feel in me the pain !
Hear the OutCry of whine
Ya Allah ;Ya Rabbil Aalameen
Bestow Mercy on my family
Save our brothers and Sisters in Syria
Destroy the oppressor ; his regime
with out any trace....
I beseech Your wrath on Bashaar
Like you perished the Pharoah
Ya Allah answer our tears of blood!
Never return our raised hands
Without Your answer for the oppressed!

Practice and Preach

We advice
But never act!
We demand
But never give!
We love to receive,
But hesitate to help!

We use Lord's Words
 To meet our purpose!
We quote Prophet's words
To meet our hidden agenda!
We quote Scholars
To express our fatwa!

Doing Dawah
Giving Charity
Helping others
All sprouts up
With in a selfless heart
Without a selfish motive!

For HIS sake ALONE
With no fear of lose
With no love for fame
With no gain of world
But in the hope of Hereafter.

A prayer....

Ya Allah
I still long for that love
That love of him
Who cares his girl;
That words from him
Asking to fear Allah!
That warning from him
'Do your five times salah'!
That advice from him
To Be a practicing Muslim!
That scolding from him
'Saying how dare you do not fast!'
Alas! I miss such a person in him
Who I always cherish to see
Still I pray to you O Allah
Let my dream come true
For Your sake O Allah
I love him.......
For Your sake O Allah
I am unhappy with him!!!
Open up his heart O Allah
Open up his heart O Allah
Before his days come to an end
Indeed O Allah O Allah
You are time and I am nothing!

You are not Happy?

You are sad;
Not because of no wealth.
You are not glad;
Not because of no health.
You are depressed;
Not because;the spouse whom you with!
But Because Your Lord is
Not that happy with you!
Stop committing the harm-
which will indeed make you calm;
And Your Lord will make you happy!
For sins are darkness of heart
Which will not only hurt-
But brings depression,and stress!
Indeed only in HIS remembrance
Your Heart will find rest
Otherwise you will rust
As none on whom you can trust!
Though at times HE tests!!!

യാ അല്ലാഹ്
മനസ്സില് ഒരു തുള്ളിപോലും നനവില്ലാത്ത
സ്നേഹമാണല്ലോ നീയെനിക്ക് നല്കിയത് !
ആ നനവെല്ലാം എന്റെ കണ്ണിലെ പേമാരിയായി
ഇനിയും എത്ര നാള് നീ ഒഴുക്കും???

Dheen and Dhuniya

Duniya always intertwine
And intoxicates like a wine.
Whenever I became infantine
Allah Azwaajal makes me confine.
Of all the times I forget YOU and incline,
YOU still always makes me fine.
As I am created as a libertine,
O Allah forgive me whenever I whine.

Ya Allah

Ya Allah
I becoming the lover of pains,
Since You reward me with gains!

Ya Allah
I am becoming purer
Because You are becoming closer!

Ya Allah
I am becoming softer
As You are the best hearer!

Ya Allah
I am feeling better
As You come nearer!

I bleed I bleed I bleed

Ya Allah, I love the dheen You blessed us with
But I feels sorry when your creations make it hard to follow,
Ya Allah ,I learn the wisdom from my beloved Prophet's life
But feels worry when his followers misuse his teachings

Ya Allah, I leave what ever YOU said forbidden
But feel proud as You always say for our good.
Ya Allah, bless me from the vast ocean of thy knowledge
where I can see what is right and what is wrong.

Only for Your pleasure I live and I breath
And I have nothing in this world to say my own;
Pondering took me closer to You .
As you said "for those who think;they have signs in this"

Ya Allah, pour Your blessings on my weeping heart
Ya Allah, pour Your healing in my wounding heart;
I bleed,I bleed,I bleed for the sake of You
Ya Rabbil Aalameen ,Arshil Aleem!

Blood is thicker than water!

It is easy to crack joke
When others house is in fire!
It is easy to say we pray
When others home is the prey!
It is easy to keep silent
When suffering one's are looking for words!
It is easy to ignore them
When they are looking for a helping hand!
It is easy to mind our own business
When they have only one business to get rid of the fire!
It is easy to save our reputations
When others home in the verge of destruction!

But all these done I still believe
Blood is thicker than water!
Number wont count
Only one willing heart can make it done!
If all the blood tied hearts beats for a cause
Then the cause of our *Jihad will be done!

But alas, every one is blind
Thinking that it is not their kind!!!
Fed up with the pretending love
That every one show off to each other!
But still I believe blood is thicker than water
And thicker it will be how much water we add!

(*striving to attain peace)