I was straightforward ;
I never cheated my parents
Never flirted with boys like a coward ,
NOr with anyone, had any affairs!
Thinking I have to keep my trust to God ...
And to my parents,
My teachers -them I never cheated !
Nor did I tried to disrespect any elders...
Yet up on me,stories were cooked up
And against me, hate was spread !
I was accused for nothing ,
But for my true love and sincerity.
Every one wish to see me sad
So that they could sympathize with me!
When they see me glad
They become silent out of jealousy ,
They wish to keep distance
Brooding on how to make me feel low!
When I'm happy in my life
They try every trick to pull my legs...
I know they will appreciate me
When I do tit for tat ...
They will love me when I shout at them ,
Calling all disrespectful words,
Then they will forgive me all on a sudden !
If I keep silence when I'm hurt
Fearing Allah and respecting them
By crying out my pains ...
Then they keep years of silence
Telling this and that which I never even dreamt...
Cutting the vein of blood relations...
They take pride in such revenge!!!
They only acknowledge my beauty
When I flirt with boys ,
make affairs with young men...
That's the only proof they know
To applaud a women's beauty!
When I misbehave with my parents
When I mistreat their old parents.
They takes that as bravery
And to them that is the real strength !
And to me that is the real failure
Failure of an obedient servant of my Lord!
Alas how wrongly defined they are
And I know I can't refine them...
But still I pray for them
One day or in the judgement day
They will realize indeed how sincerely I loved them
Which they knowingly didn't want to learn !
O What a pity O my Lord!!!!
How ever You showed the truth
Yet they won't understand
Indeed "truth stands out clear from error"(2:257)
Verily I believe in You O my Lord,
Soon You will show Your signs to them
Let the truth manifest to them
So that they love me for what I'm
Not for what they want me to be...
And not to hate me
for assumptions they make about me !!!
Indeed it is enough for me
That my Lord is the witness for all things !!!
"Soon will We show them Our Signs ...until it becomes manifest to them that this is the Truth. Is it not enough that thy Lord doth witness all things?"
(41: 53)
