It's my sail!

It's my sail! No one can sail in my boat better than me as the Guiding star is none other than my Lord! I trust Him and His guidance !~ Aadhila~

No season can tame it...

Love is love
No season can tame it...
No day can cage it...
As it is a blessing
That Allah Azzwajjal installed in us!

Then why we try to seek it?
Why we try to sell it?
Why we want to misuse it?
Indeed It is not just worth a day
But all the moments till our last breath..

It's not a business my dears
But verily It makes our life, busy less;
And it makes our life fun filled ,
Which in turn makes our heart submissive to Him;
As it was He who blessed us with a him❤

വാലന്മാരുടെ ദിനം വാലന്റെ ദിനം

വാലന്മാരുടെ ദിനം
വാലന്റെ ദിനം

പൂകൊണ്ടു വരുന്ന വാലനാല്
കബളിക്കപ്പെടുന്ന ദിനം ...

പുതിയ പൂവലന്മാര്
പൊട്ടിമുളക്കുന്ന ദിനം ...

വാലന്മാരുടെ ദിനം
വാലന്റൈന് ദിനം

തോന്നിവാസങ്ങള് അരങ്ങു വാഴും ദിനം
പ്രണയത്തെ മാനഭംഗം നടത്തും ദിനം

വാലന്മാരുടെ ദിനം
വാലന്റെ ദിനം

സ്നേഹം കച്ചവടവസ്തു പോല് വിറ്റഴിക്കപെടും ദിനം
രഹസ്യ ബന്ധങ്ങളുടെ രതിവേഴ്ചകള് അരങ്ങേറും ദിനം

വാലന്മാരുടെ ദിനം
വാലന്റെ ദിനം

എത്ര ജീവിതങ്ങള് മുരടിക്കും ദിനം
എത്ര ബന്ധങ്ങള് വിചെധിക്കപെടും ദിനം

വാലന്മാരുടെ ദിനം
വാലന്റെ ദിനം

എന്നുണരും നിങ്ങള്
ഈ മൂഡ സ്വപ്നലോകത്തുനിന്ന് ?

സ്നേഹം വില്പ്പനച്ചരക്കാക്കുന്ന
ഈ കാമഭ്രാന്തന്മാരുടെ മായാവലയത്തില് നിന്ന് ?

പ്രണയം പവിത്രമാണ്
സര്വലോക രക്ഷിതാവിന്റെ വരധാനമാണ് ...

ഒരു ദിനത്തിന് കേവല ഭാഹ്യ പ്രകടനങ്ങളല്ല
പ്രണയം പവിത്രമാണ്

സര്വലോക രക്ഷിതാവിന്റെ
വരധാനമാണ് ...

That my Lord is the witness for all things

While in my childhood,and in teens
I was straightforward ;
I never cheated my parents
Never flirted with boys like a coward ,
NOr with anyone, had any affairs!
Thinking I have to keep my trust to God ...
And to my parents,
My teachers -them I never cheated !
Nor did I tried to disrespect any elders...

Yet up on me,stories were cooked up
And against me, hate was spread !
I was accused for nothing ,
But for my true love and sincerity.
Every one wish to see me sad
So that they could sympathize with me!
When they see me glad
They become silent out of jealousy ,
They wish to keep distance
Brooding on how to make me feel low!

When I'm happy in my life
They try every trick to pull my legs...
I know they will appreciate me
When I do tit for tat ...
They will love me when I shout at them ,
Calling all disrespectful words,
Then they will forgive me all on a sudden !
If I keep silence when I'm hurt
Fearing Allah and respecting them
By crying out my pains ...

Then they keep years of silence
Telling this and that which I never even dreamt...
Cutting the vein of blood relations...
They take pride in such revenge!!!
They only acknowledge my beauty
When I flirt with boys ,
make affairs with young men...
That's the only proof they know
To applaud a women's beauty!

When I misbehave with my parents
When I mistreat their old parents.
They takes that as bravery
And to them that is the real strength !
And to me that is the real failure
Failure of an obedient servant of my Lord!
Alas how wrongly defined they are
And I know I can't refine them...
But still I pray for them
One day or in the judgement day
They will realize indeed how sincerely I loved them
Which they knowingly didn't want to learn !

O What a pity O my Lord!!!!
How ever You showed the truth
Yet they won't understand
Indeed "truth stands out clear from error"(2:257)
Verily I believe in You O my Lord,
Soon You will show Your signs to them
Let the truth manifest to them
So that they love me for what I'm
Not for what they want me to be...
And not to hate me
for assumptions they make about me !!!
Indeed it is enough for me
That my Lord is the witness for all things !!!



"Soon will We show them Our Signs ...until it becomes manifest to them that this is the Truth. Is it not enough that thy Lord doth witness all things?"
(41: 53)

Ya Allah , Thank You So Much

It's time to bid farewell
To these lovely days here that I can't mention well;
Yes it was those wonderful years
Which I will cherish for reasons none can understand in years.
Yes, this place is to me like mount cave Hira
Where loneliness descended like an era!
And the revelation came to me when least expecting!
I was surrounded by stagnant feelings
Like our beloved prophet (pubh) surrounded by non believers!
It was here I was forced by the command IQRA ,to read as if like believers
By my own inner voice mixed with emotions!
Being a sensitive soul I shivered with fear and tears,
Ran here and there feeling the weight and fall of the mount of sins over my head!
with great difficulty i tried to understand
Quran with its meaning and my wonderful dheen!
All was made easy by His mercy alone!!!

These natural beauties
Taught me the love I forgot to my Lord!
These snows and gentle breeze
Connected me back to my Creator!
The less friends circle added my taqwa,
The less socialization and parties was indeed a realization
It taught me to shed competitions in trivial things,
The less halal shops made me realize
How surrounded and inter twined we are with harams!
The less masjids taught me
How much we ignored Allah's houses when we were surrounded by many!
The less availability of modest dress
taught me the value of hijab!
The less favorite food items
taught us the plenty of things we were misusing!
The frequent travels from countries to countries in air water and land
taught me .....

How Beautiful is Allah,
How Merciful is HE
How Magnificent is HE
How Majestic is HE!
How Loving is HE!
How can I call this land haraam
When it made my soul,body and feelings halaal?
How can I curse this land
When it compelled me to renew my Shahaadah ?
How can I say I hate loneliness
When that alone made me nearer to You my Rab?

From this distant land You invited me to Your House
In that desert area, the holy city Mecca ,
Where I was honored as Your guest!
Even though I was physically near to that blessed spot earlier!
It was from this distant land You put the urge in me to perform
The mini pilgrimage with the reward of the hajj
As Ramadhan was that month!
It was from this distant land You called me to be
Near our Rasool's grave and sent salaams to him(pbuh) and his companions!

Ya Allah, I know all these where your plans !
Plans to mould me, to teach me, to increase in me the sabr, taqwa....!
Now You are beckoning me more close to Your blessed spots;
Taking me from natural beauty to spiritual beauty,
Like a more purified soul!
I wish You love me and guide me like this
By forgiving my sins and shortcomings ya Allah!
I have more to scribble,
But indeed my hand and pen is so weak to carry
The weight of gratitude I have in my heart !!!
But I know You know all those what is said and unsaid!
And I'm in peace as You alone is my best friend and Master!
This is no more a boasting
But a true bidding farewell with full of tears and hope
With full gratitude and sincerity towards my Lord
Who blessed me with all things in my life....
Which I m compelled to scribble
Not like a poetry not like a prose
But like my mixed emotions ....
Let it flow without the boundaries of a genre !

Love Each Other

Love marriage won't
Bring love and peace into your life!
Arranged marriage won't
Bring it either!
Love cum arranged too won't
But love for Allah
Will indeed bring that!
Hence love each other
Only for the sake of the Allah!

After all what we need!!!

(A MESSAGE TO ALL HUSBANDS AND TO ALL WOULD BE HUSBANDS)



We are not leaves
But we are wives!
What we need is care
And not often your scare!
What we need is love
As what we give you is our life!
What we need is understanding
As often we are with you standing !
What we need is respect
As our immense love only make us suspect!
You became our heart
To which we also pumb our hurt!
You became our lung
When we breathed our teenage songs!
Love us only for His sa
And please don't try to bake!
As we are fragile
But definitely not flexile!
Indeed we love you
And pray for you
As we think of you
Than you think of you!
And indeed we are wives
But now a days like wifi
Where ever you go....
Keeping aside all our ego
Our prayers will follow you
No matter however you treat us
We are forever yours !!!!
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"Relationships are like birds, if you hold tightly they DIE
If you hold Loosely, they FLY But if you hold with care,
They remain with you for ever.!!!!!"

Cage Bird Singing

The bird in the cage:
Have no rage;
As she is in no range,
Having only one footage-
That She is going out of age!

Loneliness is her day and night;
With restlessness ,is her fight
Warding off emotions is her plight!
Though her dreams got shuddered in thunder and light
Still she loves that clouds during her flight!


As she sings that old song
Of seven years,with her mate
Without any change and no one along
And it is her beautiful fate,
Because still she long -
For the feel of their first love date!

With gratitude she spreads her wing
Infront of her Lord,when alight,
It makes her emotions swing
In His mercy alright and delight!

I love You

Ya Allah
I love You
for the sake of You alone

Ya Allah
I love my family
For the sake of You alone

Ya Allah
I disobey them sometimes
For the sake of You alone

Ya Allah
I am loved for Your sake
Sometimes deprived
For Your sake
And I am withered
Often for your sake

But still
Ya Allah
I love to be in love with You alone
Out of Your mercy
I stay calm
Amidst the trials and tribulations!