Words like Swords

Oh God!Fade away
Those days from my life
The words said and thought;
Gleaming in sincerity,
With love and care.
To my life,
You are the light house.
To my death,
You are a sword.
Took me to the depth of sea,
Showed me the pebbles...
Put a mount on my head,
Crushed my heart,
Squeezed my feelings,
Drank the sap....
That's what i deserve
Worth to be dejected,
Created to be deserted.
Killed for no reason.
My soul in thirst of revenge,
Moves like a withered leaf,
In the twilight of life.....